Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Watching God at work in our lives.

This past year has been an amazing 
journey as a family and with God.  On 
September 13 of 2008 we woke to 
house alarms screaming threw the 
house telling us we had water in the 
basement at the sump pump.  When first 
coming to the basement it was just a 
little water, but we could tell we were 
going to have lots more, but would of 
never had guessed the final amount and 
how much destruction it would do.

I can remember calling the fire department, 
Tim grabbing wood and miscellaneous 
objects to try and hold back water, Jack 
trying to help hold the water back and William crying, screaming and so scared.  Within 
an hour our basement was under 2 feet of 
water.  Furniture was lost, Rubbermaid's' 
floating, glasses shattered, photos submerged 
and our wedding album lost forever and so 
much more.  It was so numbing, but I can 
remember saying my family is safe and we were 
all thankful for that.

Clean up began and Tim was off to Europe 
on a two week trip with his brother Jon.  He 
had wanted to cancel, but I wouldn't let him.  
It was only clean up and he wasn't going to 
miss any meetings with contractors or insurance, because it was all about clean up during that 
time.  It took 2 full weeks of cleaning out the basement.  

Well while he was way we found out another changing moment in our lives.  we were 
expecting our 3rd child.  It was interesting 
in trying to tell Tim I was pregnant since he 
was in Europe.  I had sent an email to Jon 
tell him to have Tim call me because there 
were some insurance questions I had; when 
really I was wanting to tell Tim our exciting 
news.  It was our first month of trying 
and in that month God brought us a flood 
and the gift of new life.  How amazing - she 
is our rainbow!

Our excitement quickly changed to exhaustion 
and really bad 24 hour morning sickness.  
Insurance was falling into place and final 
plans for the basement was coming in too.  
Our days would start by letting contractors in, 
to rushing the boys to school and then me 
crashing on the sofa the rest of the day 
just hoping sleeping would ease the discomfort.  
The saw me getting sick all the time and was 
worried about that and try to comfort them 
and keeping it quiet until the end of the first trimester.  Good thing we didn't make a lot 
of trips back to Fort Wayne during that time.

Thanksgiving came and off to Cabo we went 
with the boys and the Leman Grandparents.  
We had made it to the 2nd trimester and it 
was time to let everyone in on our little 
secret - the boys first!   They were so excited 
and the rest of the family too.  But the biggest surprise is when we told them how far along 
we were.

Second trimester came and went so quickly 
and I feel great!  During that time we even 
took the boys to Disney World for their 
birthday week.  They got to ride their first 
big roller coasters and even though I 
couldn't - I couldn't wait for them to coming 
running around the corner laughing, their 
eyes huge and telling all about it.  I loved 
being apart of it and loved that the 3 men 
in my life was having awesome bonding time.

Third trimester comes and I start to get so uncomfortable and not getting a lot of sleep.  
The basement and yard repairs are now
completed and it is time to do baby room 
for our little Grace.  We didn't know what her 
name would be at the time.

The birth of our 3rd child had come.  It 
was my hardest and most intense delivery 
for me.  I now totally understand 
what natural birth is all about (Yeah, I 
like by epidural-how I would of loved that), 
but I can say it was all worth it. It was 
also our most emotional delivery for Tim 
and I and for my mother and sister too - 
we cried like baby's. Like for all of our 
children - when seeing her for the first 
time it is so indescribable and what you
dream about. I don't want to forget a 
signal moment. 

It was also so amazing to see the boys 
run into the room soon after she was 
born.  The expressions on the boys face
 when they meet here for the first time 
were priceless.  Jack just kept calling 
her precious and "I think we need to do
 this again".  Will just smiling and rubbing
 is hands together as fast as he could 
waiting to hold her. 

It had been one wild  journey  that year
with my nephew Nicolas, a grandfather 
passing, my mother being so sick with 
stones in her liver and our flooded 
basement, so it was such joy, peace and 
blessing of ending that chapter and 
starting a new one.

But the blessing keep coming and we 
kept seeing God at work. 

Another great moment was renting a 
lake house in Northern Michigan and 
spending the week with my sisters family
 and mine.  Great quiet moments and 
lots of crazy moments too.   We have 
always had close families, but this time it 
was reaffirming that included such 
wonderful memories.  From our family 
Olympic day, fishing days, hiking 3 miles 
with strollers (crazy), to watching Nicolas 
comfort Grace by lifting his arm and 
lay it on Grace while she was crying.  For
me and my husband we got to witness my 
sister's family caring for Nicolas day in 
and out and their love for him.  They are an 
amazing family and as her sister I was 
humbled.  She is a beautiful person in this 
walk with Nicolas and trusting God.  It
was humbling to see how I have been 
praying for this one HUGE miracle and 
for her and Jake are the most thankful 
for the smallest of miracles. 

And now we are back to Sept 13, but 2009.  
Exactly one year later and we are 
heading to church.  It is an exciting day 
for our family, because today we are giving 
Will and Grace back to God like Hannah
did in the Bible.  Hannah had been praying 
for a baby and finally had a son named 
Samuel.  I can remember praying for all 
three of them before they were even 
conceived and how like Hannah I longed 
for a child at three different points in 
my life and how God has touched my 
life with them.  
After having Samuel; Hannah had 
promised God she would give Samuel 
back to him after he was wend.  How 
fitting that on the one year anniversary 
of our flood,  I can look back and see 
how God has been guiding us, His hands 
on our lives and His Grace.  We are truly 
blessed and now we want to give our 
blessings back to him.

Following the dedication I also 
watched my oldest son get baptized 
and he was so excited.  I didn't know 
what kind of emotions I would have 
but I held it together until the end.  
Kyle the youth pastor asked him if he
new how big of a day this was for him and he responded "huge".  He was so little up 
there. Kyle lifted him up so we could see 
him and then we could only listen in 
because we couldn't see him.  I felt 
like during that time he looked a like 
a toddler again not a big 7 1/2 year 
old and all my memories of him from 
finding out I was pregnant, birth, his 
dedication and all our talked flashed 
before me.  After the dunk he wanted 
to make sure we saw him so he jumped high 
in the water onto the edge so we could 
see him.  He had the biggest smile on his face; 
no fear what so ever.  It was so amazing to
see him excited and truly enjoying that 
moment. 

Our year started with a flood and 
ended with a beautiful rainbow. Our 
hearts are fuller. Ours lives have been 
change and Gods hands have been on 
it the entire time.



1 comment:

Jessica said...

God is so amazing, isn't he?!?!? I loved reading this post and especially enjoyed the pictures. I really enjoyed the other day and can't wait to get together again:)